Diary in English

07/11/04

Sunday bloody Sunday

　　　I had a bad dream this morning. It was not nightmare, but my feeling become so bad...That dream reminded me only of bad things. At first, the dorama of my favourete actor was finished. It has only fourteen stories. And it is played on T.V. during my stay. But I couldn't watch it. I wish I could watch only one story on T.V.
　　　Next, one class mate said to me, "Why are you here?"his meaning was "You can't study English well, and why are you in this class?" I feel so sad. I know that my English is crude. I can use simple words only. And sometime it is not a sentence, just a word. But I'm doing my best.
　　　At last, I didn't want to get out from my bed. I think that is stupid things. But I cried a little bit. So, I felt better. Always water gives me a good feeling. Therefore I like rain, sea, pools and falls, even tap water. I sometimes think that I was an animal in the sea in my past life perhaps.